Lilu bby , always smiling ! ;D

ilysm ! happy 5mths annivesary , my love !

2010-05-11T13:05:00.000-07:00

fucking friends !

2010-02-21T09:43:00.001-08:00

iloveyou !

2009-08-06T09:13:00.000-07:00

i miss my 3 bbygirls , firah , kim and mickie ! argg . cnt wait to meet you guys thys coming 9aug ! argg . i want my bby ewin back , lyke last time ! please lahy bby . be lyke last tyme that i know you ! argg . hate you , but I LOVE SO MUCH ! love you to death , i swear ! haish . ;( okay , tyme to bed ! goodbye ! i'm not so active now ! tacking care ! bye ! ;) XOXO

LIFE !

2009-06-04T14:14:00.000-07:00

yaw ! actually im lazy to update my blog , but then i try too update because im bored . argg ~
anh yeah , thys coming sunday , 7 june , will be the happening day !
CLUB , CLUB !
DANCE , DANCE !
tk sabar sia . huhu ! :D
haha . im abit confuse uhh actually , dont know which want to go . st james or zouk ?
haish . all my girlfriends& guyfriends going st james but all my couzins going zouk . they keep asking me , aner kaw pergy ? i said most probably im going st james . they forcing me to go zouk . arrgg ! even my autie are going zouk . whatever uhh . still have tyme to decide . lilu tkmu rushrush lahy . haiyo . got 2more days to go . dnt worry . i will decide which want to go .
&yeah , mickie . dahlayh . tkmo mrh2 kat aku lahy . tk pity aku ke ?
tkper , lahy . aku phm kaw . you always have moodswing nyer . let you cool down first okay . just wanna say that i miss you alot ! im sorry , if i paitaw you that tyme . nk ajak mickie tap takot mickie tknk ikot . jurong sehy . from town , u sanggup ke tron jurong just wanna meet me ? that the only queastion i wanna ask you .
&also i miss my little2 ex boyfriend . hys the only one in my heart actually . i cnt forget our memories . but i have too . friends , family scolded me because i keep thinking of hym , they keep saying past is past lahy , lilu . tkmo fikir2 agy psl dyer . yes , i can forget the memories& hym but takes tyme guys ! come on . you all should understand ME ! if you guys where in my shoes , it will be the same things going on lyke me . our relationship& friendship started last year on 25dec . 6mths plus , we been togethere althought our relationship is over . SEE , im still counting sehy. the last meeting hym is on 27may ,we when bugis together . then i when back hys house slack around at hys house . when reaching hys house , i saw my couzin . we watching tv and make jokes around . tyme turning to be morning , 6 am , im taking the first bus . he still sleeping . i kiss hys forehead for the last tyme . when the part i kiss hys forehead , he suddenly awake& asking me where i wanna go . obviously im going back home lahy . haiyo . he continue sleeping . &thats is the last kiss for you bby , im not going to enter in your life anymore . for me , if im going 18 , maybe our relationship will be coming back again lyke last tyme . but not sure lahy . insya'allah . kalaw jodoh kyter masi ader . &know what he will be going st james thys sunday . omg ! how should i faces hym . i cant look at hys face anymore . hys smile , are really meaning to me ! ;( come on lahy NURINDAHWATI , life need to move on wipp hym or without hym . jyeah ! but im still loving you always , bby !
omg ! 6.00am , i have to wake my sister up . guys , gtg !
bye . taking care ! be safe& sound atyes .

2009-05-25T11:26:00.000-07:00

ily , my dearest couzzin ! bella dangdut ! ahyoohh , goyang dehh ! ;D

sorry , im not so active for blog now . im quiet buzy . i getting my new jobs now . wow ! get money . get ready for shopping ! wee . btw imissmygirlfriends ! nah , is okay . next week sat okay , girl . we meet up . insya'allah ! ;D gtg . bye . ily& imy guys ! XOXO ! :D &im counting , 6mths . ilovehym so much ! ily !

~ im back to school ~ ;D * back togethere * lovelove .

2009-04-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

Today was just great for me . go school , & my class have to do project . when i& my classmate heard that our face turning boring . the projectis for my examination . all because of the exam , i will do everything . nah , just give me 3days i will finish it& im done ! sorie classmate , today is my day . im the first one to finish up thys project . huhauauauhua . for my god sister , im sorie , bby . i cnt help you for now . im busy with my school work . if im working im surely help you , but too bad im still schooling . advised for you bby , please go back your house& apologive with your uncle . they love you so much , actually . But you did realise . haish . ohhyah , go find jobs , so you cnt have your own money . if my money is more then enough for both of us , is fine but thys money is only can survive for my own self . my mum give it for 3days for survive , syg . im sorie , i cnt help you . ;(
mama , hope you will happy for me . hee . im back to school& will study hard for my exam now . just for you mama . sayang mama . thank also with my bestfriend& my sister lurp . &also , my god sister will be married soon in two mths later . happy go lucky sis ! my really god sister , lyke my own sister . love her alot . selamat pengatin baru , syg ! honey moon , pergy jauh2 taw . hahah . ;D my girlfriends , do make up soon , &my bestie anto , sorry i nvr met you on that day , i have no mood , actually . maybe thys weeks or next weeks we will meet up oke . lovelove . thats all for today ! bed im coming . sleep tight ! im tired . goodbye friends ! ;D morning ! updating up soon .
no picture , lasy to upload& im fucking tired .
to hym : i thought we will not belong togethere again but at last we are back again . but sorie , im busy right now . no time for you but i try to make it my free tyme for you , bby . dont worry . &we already 1mths in relationship . hee . hope we will last long . im happy what i have now , syg ! thank for everything that you have done for me . love you more& missing you ! mwakx .

2009-04-19T00:48:00.000-07:00

; hmm , today was almost great lahy , afternoon i met zaza , marcus& kak na uder my void deck . marcus , zaza& i supposed to do a school project but we play around& cheatchat , haha . around 3 something i when bugis with kak na , finding a clothes . when we reach bugis , we smoked first before finding clothes . we sit& smoked , suddenly a group of guys was walking toward us at sit beside us . while finishing the rokok , one of the guy asking for my number , hmm . i was thinking , nk bagi tknk . suddenly i think , im still have someone inside my mind , so i ask kak na to said , ' dyer tknk uhh , dyer att ' sorie . the guy : ' tkkn tk oleh uat kwn sehy ! after that i ask kak na to walk off frm that places .
hahah . finally im safe with those stupid guys ! arggg !
mama& papa was totally understand me , when i was hurts , when i was sad& all . they understand me so much but i have to listen to them . get back to school& study hard for my furture& helping them when there get old . haha .
jyeah ! i back to school , dont worry mama . i do thys coz i love eu so much !
exam coming soon , 2more weeks to go . argg !
study hard !

to hym : actually im abit sad with the ans but is oke , bby . althought we stated to become BESTFRIEND , through that we cn understand each other . thank bby . love eu .

* MISSING THEM ! NEW NAILS& BORED ! ~ argg

2009-04-15T18:21:00.000-07:00

GANGSTER COUZIN . NYAHAHAH . * SMILE *

THYS IS MY FUCKING LOVELY COUZIN ! MISS HYM ALOTS , BABE ! ;D ^^^

IMISSYOU , DANNY ! [COUZINS]

COUZINS , COUZINS , MISSING SO MUCH ! ;D ^^^

HAISH , MISSING HYM TOO . BLABLALLALA ! ^^^

IMISSYOUGUYS ! SERIOUSLY ! ^^^

IMISSYOU , FIRAHFLY^^^

EXPECIALLY HER ! I MISS MY LITTLE MICKIE ! ;D ^^^^ *mwkx *

; Today was abit boring lahhh . hmm . but , my nails ! haha . looks , clean& clear . ;D

hmm . my nails was menicure by my sister . it's looks lyke fucking , fucking pretty nails here .

but im still schooling lahh .[ langgar school rules] that tyme im using nail polish thats red in colour , somemore taw ! my teacher called me , my heart was running veryy fast . i thought she wanna scolded me , padahal nk uat class nyer attendence . hahah . i was scared . i tell her fisrt before she saw my nails& get scolded infront of everybody . lilu speaking : teacher , sorry about my nails . i forget to removed it yesterday . teacher speaking : * smile * ohh , is oke . i know . i feel very wierd . my mind was telling me that [ asl lahh cikgu aku tk mrh aku , ehh , padahal selalu nyer kene mrh psl kuku aku , tap ari nie tk lak kene ] nyahhah . i told my bestie about my teacher . then , my bestie told me that teacher also a menicure person that always menicure people nails . even my teacher wanna do her nails , but on school holiday uhh . nyahhaha . BESTIE OHH BESTIES. ngok aku tk payah nk waitwait, sampai school holiday . school time aku dah oleh pakai nails polish . hahah . tkpe lahh , wait longlong oke . hahah . ring, ring ! * RECESSS TIME * i when to the carteen with mu bestie& finding a place to seat , while finding a seat my friends long time no see , was calling my name loudly in the carteen . amin speaking : INDAH , he shouted , my name ! alamak , he called my name , * malu nye , blushed * almost all my friends was looking at me& i feel very weird of them . i shouted back to coverr my sharmness . yahyah , im coming ! while coming to hys place , he was lyke looking , at me upside , down . he said , wahh lama kaw holiday , kaw holiday kat aner ? rindu pulak aku ngan kaw . sialll jer nie amin taw . hahah . but ulu he use to lyke me . maklong lahhh , anak alias kadir . nyahahha . after school , i went to my bestie house& having a photoshott at her house . hahah . GREAT ! haha . nicee photoshoot i had in your house . bby . thank BESTIES , sharmaine . ;D

blalalblala . ohhyah , IMISSMYGIRLFRIENDS , FRIENDS& COUZINS SO THE MUCH ! wanna meet them ! arggg ! whenwhen ?? wahhwahh !

to hym : i abit confuse ? yes , im . hmm . &yahh , without you , im still smiling . nyahaha . still waitingg for the answer . you give the answer when the time i met you ?' IF ' , i meet you ,& it's is a bad news ? hows izzit ? you want me to cry infront of you ? hahah . as i said im still smiling& happy here . but my heart , no ones know . crying lyke fucking hell . cnt said anything . i know is my fault but i already said sorry , soo . hmm . i understand that you still cant take the fact , right ? okeoke . thats enough of thys topic . cutcutcut . nyahahha . * SMILE * IMYSM& ILYSM !